I don't need a Boyfriend, when I've awesome Girlfriends.

A Picture speaks thousand times than words.

I love my life.

I thanked Allah.

Happiness when you keep on moving in your life and try to eliminate the circumstance with smile.

Thanks to all my friends.

I honoured to have you guys in my life.

I'm officially 17 y/o now.

Big Girl now :')

Nak ambik Ass-Pee-Emm !

A nice handmade cards from Le Awesome Kawan-Kawanku :*

Cantik gila vavii dua Rantai ini :)

Inilah Babi Pink w/o Adlia <3

This is Babi Pink w/o Anis <3

I missed our times together, no lies.

Le Awesome Fwens, yg dtg drift rumah gua, kasi terjah gua.

Even she's far away from me, tapi tak pula lupa nak wish.

Thanks. Lebiu.

I love July weh :')

Full of Surprises.

Much Love <3



Nina :')

She's effing cute and adorable (Y)
Aww, her hair is freaking nicee.
God, I feel like wanna kidnap her dude !
I keep watching all her video. I never get bored.
Nina, you made my day lil girl hihi :D

It happens once in a lifetime and yet I cannot be the witness.

K so just imagine, birthday aku Chelsea datang Malaysia buat perlawanan persahabatan. Hmm rasa amat bangga sedih sebab tidak dapat menyaksikan secara live. Gawd, macam nak nangis je :( Untung ah Siti Nur Nazurah Jalani hah hambek kau nama penuh aku type, dia dapat pergi. aku ? Jadi penonton setia dekat rumah jap itu pun kalau meh aku kasi caps lock sikit KALAU ada live dkt tv hmm FTW. Haha, aku fanatic bila bab bola semua ni, hihi :) Betul tak tipu rasa terharu sebab memilih tarikh aku menangis happy lihat dunia utk buat match kaannn, cuba tengok bawah niii

Besar tak gambar, kalau rasa tak cukup besar meh ambik teropong ke magnifying glass ke atau tambah power cermin mata tu hihi *sarcastic gila

So, aku memang dah keluar air hingus air mata maksud saya. Betapa hatiku dirobek dihiris sembilu menusuk qalbu tatkala pada hari yang special ya tak dapat pergi tengok bola eeee sedih tau. Sedih dia macam rasa alah korang minat JB tapi tak gi konsert dia macam tu ah rasa (!)
K AKU SANGAT AMAT SUNGGUH PALING SEDIH GILA  

Kbai. #foreveralone

Fabulous Wish List (:

My birthday is just a few days away and these are some things on my wish-list.
I know it's kinda lame for me to list out what I desire for, but hey, birthday is the day that come once in a year. Everyone deserves to have the awesome one. Yeah.

I WANT :

Polaroid

- K since Adlia got a White Holga from ehem ehem. How I wish there's someone that willingly to give me Polaroid. Hihi :) *Mengada

Clutch / Purse

- Indeed, I want it so badly. My old purse is in bad condition. :/

A trip to Rome, Italy

- Haha, k ni tunggu kahwin ah =D

 White Acoustic Guitar

- My mom said " You only gonna get this after SPM, now just focus on your studies ! " Hmmm -_-

Sunglasses

- Since the weather is so HOT, I want to own one. Haha

Bags

- Bukan School Bag ah. I want bag. Any bag. I'm indeed a new bag like a sling bag or handbag or apa-apa jelah >.<

More Clothes

- Those clothes, dress, top that look freaking tempting. Yes, I want moreee clothes like puhlease.

Money

- Ka Ching. So if you don't wish to buy me anything than just give me your money. I wanna spend it like there's no tomorrow. Hihi

T-shirt

- Superman, Domo, Spongebob, Angry Bird *Kenapa kat Spongebob besar sikit ? cough cough

Cute Stuff

- Anything that looks so cute I adore it. I don't mind as long as it is cute. "Eee, comelnya !"

and of course

SURPRISES

- It lights up my day. And it's gonna be the perfect gift.

and wait

LOVE TOO

- <3

Aku mintak macam-macam tapi nanti tak dapat apa pun, T___T

Anyways, I can’t really complain at all. The universe has blessed me and I am very happy. Life is certainly an interesting journey…just when you think you’ve figured it out – you’re dead wrong! So, honestly, I don't mind what my present will be and in fact if on my birthday there's no cake, no candle to blow off, I still can survive. Life must go on.

Honestly, I just want people to remember it. That's it.

Wish me sincerely not because you are force to do so.

A Baby Gleek was Born !

So, how old are you today , Timy ? 71 y/o ? Haha :)

11 July 11 * what a nice date.

Fatima Zahrah my Cutie Blur Gleek Friend is having a very special day.

Allah Selamatkan Kamu,

Allah Selamatkan Fatima,

Allah Selamatkan Kamu :')

May you live all the days of your life.

I wanted to sms you at 12 am but then hmm I couldn't wake up. So sorry. But after all, I wish you many happiness returns to you. And of course, this year is our war year, S.P.M kan? So I pray that you can get  all A+ (my mom says, doa kawan Allah akan makbulkan (: )

Since you're a GLEEK than I only can post this video as the sign I Love You my friend. Hopefully, you're enjoying every moments with family and loved ones.

So stop believing that you're awesome, you're brilliant, you're HOT hihi.

You  are so amazing just the way you are =D

Opps , lupa ni lah Birthday Girl,

Aku tak paham kenapa Darsha ckp Kepala Besar lah , Kepala Hitam Hihi 

Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever.

and just so you know,

All the world is birthday cake, so take a piece, but not too much.

 

 

Falling in love is involuntary action.

I build a wall surrounding me just to hide the soft heart that have been gone through a painful life. I may look tough, laughing like a lunatic, hanging around with buddies but the truth was nobody knows. My heart is fragile, my body is weak, my brain is powerless. I always feel insecure and how I wish there's sombody could protect me everyday. I admit that I am paranoid, yes I'm afraid of trying because I can't bear for any hurtful or rejection actions. I am sensitive. I look pathetic but that's me. People don't know what I've gone through when I was a kiddo till now it such a horrid experienced. But, I'm lucky to have family accompanied me in my hard and tough times. My family bond is very important because it's precious and a gift from Allah. I am demanding for a pure love and I hate those people that just want me or be my friend because they want to fill their days with my laughter but never willing to shed my tears. Friendship is something I value the most. When I say I love my friend, I meant it but what does it feels when your friend don't appreciate you like what you did or just be with you to chat, to gossip and so on, ain't it hurts ?

But after all, I'd realized that I shouldn't bring out my past because it such a waste. Thinking about someone when she/he never thinks about you is like surrender yourself to be fooling around. And sometimes I am unsure what to feel and I am so feelingless for not feeling anything at all. Maybe I used to be alone when there's million people walk around me but then pretend I'm not exist. That's life !

Now, my life is getting better and better. I'm not looking forward for a perfect life but just a life that full with blessings and love and peace and laughter :')

Seriously, I'm good at giving advice to whoever that needs it but when it comes to my problem I ended up with hmm I-don't-know face. I play with my emotional every time, it all depends on my mood, that's why I labelled myself as a moody person. Sorry but that's me again haha :D Take it or leave it. I'm not forcing you to accept me. My mom used to say, " There's better person that deserve you more" and "Takpe, kalau dia tak nak kawan, dia yang rugi " I love you mom <3 This is the reason why I keep going in my life.

I can't lie to myself, and you're fake if you say that you never falling in love or gone through any rejection in love. Whenever you're, whoever you're, we all have one common thing that is we are human that need love to breathe and to survive. We are born with a name of love, our parents fell in love and got married and have us to show how pure their love is. That is what we call love. And we can't avoid from loving someone. It's normal, I guess it's nature of human.

Hmm, I knew it's agony to love someone that ignored you. The worst when he doesn't love you too.

Hmm, to like someone that is already in a relationship.

Hmm, to have a crush with someone that only thought you as a sister or a friend.

Hmm, to not having the strength to tell the person you like him and just see him from far. Stalking his facebook to know what's up with his life.

Hmm, to feel like an idiot for loving him when you never cross his mind.

For me, the best feelings is only when you love someone and one day you get to know that all this while he's actually like you too but just not ready to say it out.

Or

you'll feel lucky when you're falling in love with your own best friend. He'll know every single story of you and know how to comfort you. He just being him without changing to be someone else but still he can make you collapsed and fall for him.

P.s : To whoever who is reading this, you're beautiful, so smile because someone might fall for you and if you're single lady don't worry your prince charming is having a traffic jammed so wait with patient, you'll be in long lasting relationship. Allah is fair :')

Beautiful is Subjective.

" I want a guy that can be my boyfriend, my best friend and my brother "

In life, happiness depends upon ourselves. Yes, I've gone through hardship. Behind those fake smile I created all this while there's thousand pain I survived. People seem to care but they did it for purpose. Nowadays, it's hard to trust people. Even your friend could turn to be your enemy.

I'm SPM Candidate. This year gonna be my last year in high school and of course I'll keep these memories till the end. I love 5 Science 2. I love them. Yes, they're freaking random. They're so colourful. Sitting beside Vinothiny is extraordinary fun until Nareen named us VIBA ( Vino + Baie = VIBA) Isn't it cool ?

Honestly, wake up every morning, listen to the very annoying alarm, get up to go to school is like hell doom. I always wish I could skip school. I hate going to school. But then there's one thing that make me feel energetic, my friendsss :') They're the reason why I think SCHOOL is COOL !



Please enjoy our Science 2-ians Funny of the day :

Situation one.
Teacher: What is a Taman Negara?
Thashini: All the animals are inside there.
Teacher: That one is zoo la.

Situation two.
Teacher: (to Azierra) You got your license already? Where do you drive?
Azierra: Uhm…
Baie: On the road.

Situation three.
Our class monitor, Teng Teng went around the class asking our classmates whether they want to order chocolates.
Tsu Sin: Why does the chocolate looks like it tastes so cheap?
Teng Teng: I never ask your comment. You want to buy or not?

Situation four.
Teacher: Cikgu tidak membenarkan anda bersyair kerana sekarang ada jerebu, takut hujan.

Situation five.
Natalie: Oleh sebab matahari... menyebabkan papan putih... berkilat.
(She wanted to say she can't see the board due to the sunlight.)

Situation Six. 
Teacher gave us a work sheet to do and we are taking super long time to finish it.
Teacher: If the paper can talk, it will definitely scold you.

Situation Seven.
Teacher: I can slam dunk... if I use ladder.

Situation Eight.
As the whole class is having discussion about korean dramas with our teacher, all of the sudden...
Hean Mae: MAHATMA GANDHI!

Situation Nine.
Teacher: Do you know what's 'tiger mum'?
Student: Tiger Wood's mum!

Situation Ten.
Teacher wrote four categories on the board and asked us:
Teacher: We are under where?
Some students: *bursts into laughters*
(They somehow thought it was underwear instead of under where.)

 P/S : Even teacher also funny. Haha.

Note to myself : The best thing about dreams is that fleeting moment, when you are between asleep and awake, when you don't know the difference between reality and fantasy, when for just that one moment you feel with your entire soul that the dream is reality, and it really happened.

Football player is the hottest man.

Malaysia vs Taiwan.

3-2 :'(

I was a lil bit sad bcs Fahmi didin't play for this match but after all I think Sharbinee did an awesomee job. You go man ! And of course, my adrenaline rush when Aidil made Malaysia proud with his first goal. Oh my.

I love Harimau Malaya team.

Congratz boysss xoxo

Never forget the three powerful resources you always have available to you: love, prayer, and forgiveness.

 Oh man, it's July already and I gotta bad news, trial for SPM has been brought forward before Raya. Yknow everyone thought that our trial is after the Raya holidays so we were blessed and thanked God that at least we've got one month and half to prepare but now FTW ! Imagine, we still haven't finish our syllabus yet. How are going to sit for exam ? I've to start my revision from today onwards, no more playing, no more gossiping, no more facebooking, no more tweeting urgh I've to focus during the class. My mind should only occupy with study. Yeah, I've or should I say I must transform and be a good nerdy student. I want 10 A+.

Back then, I always wanted to be in college. But now I'd realised that I should appreciate every single day I spend at my high school because in college there'll be no more spoon feeding. Life is stressful with a lot of assignments. :/

Hmmm, in life it's your choice to choose to be happy or vice versa. Life could be mean sometimes, you may feel unsatisfied with what you've got, you may cry because you fail in your exam, you may have hair bad day or even involve in silly fight with your bestfriends. But hey life must go on, don't stick to your past bcs you'll forget your future.

And please don't judge me by what you see or what you hear. If you wish to talk shit behind my back I don't care because you're fake for not having the gun to say it right on my face.

Tomorrow is the day ! Doomed. Larian 1 Murid 1 Sekolah 1 Malaysia. WTFLOLJK. Gosh, 1000+ students will be running at the field for 7 times. I bet it'll be chaos and everyone will push each other and you'll see some just walk as if they're at the beach. I can't wait to see the scenery haha. And not forgetting it's Report Card Day too.

-__-'

20 more days to go <3