I was trapped in my own world. My dilemma. I'm depressed. It comes across when I just feel like losing myself. Like there's no point of living. It comes to the time when my heart stop beating and I'm tired of breathing. It comes to the time when everything doesn't seems alright. I just give up. Give up. I don't know why. But I just feel extremely sad. When I feel like someone has stabbed me, my chest feels the pain and it hurts like hell. It hurts. I cannot even describe how painful it is but what I could say is, it hurts. So bloody painful. Please. Please....
Since I, myself don't know what's the reason why I feel like this shit. I assumed that maybe I'm just stress out. Yeah, maybe. SPM is just next month. I'm scared. :'(
Honestly speaking, there's the moment when I feel so lonely and I couldn't find someone that I trust to express all my feelings. Yeah.
---> And if it happens you read all my tweets, twitter saya :) and it seems so fucking depressing, pardon me. I just tweet randomly. But unfortunately, it always ended up with broken feelings. Oh my life (-_-t) Sometimes, if you tend to get offended with my tweets than yeah maybe my intention is to make you realized of what you did, dear. Well, we all humans. We make mistake. Because that's the only way I can express my feelings (!)
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