
As life goes on, time flies.
We are growing up.
I would like to define the meaning of growing up is equal to growing apart with your loved ones. As simple as that.
Everyday is a new chapter of life.
We're breathing.
We're living.
Each chapter has it's own title.
We used to be so close, we USED. But then something went wrong which I had no idea what it is. We moved on. We are now mature enough to face each other. Oh, well, I don't blame you for what had happened between us. There's no one should take the blame. I guess we're too ego at that moment. yes, too ego. Now, I don't really bother about my past, in fact if people are leaving me now, I don't care, seriously. I believe that people just need some change in their life. Right ?
Back to my point, I just wanted to say that deep inside my heart, I miss us. Yes, us. Don't you ? Somehow, it touched my broken heart. The scars heals, at least. The fact that I, myself don't know whether it sincerely comes from your heart or you just did it purposely, I don't know but hell yeah, whatever, your action seriously made me miss us even more. Thanks. Thank you. Perhaps now you and I may be in the same book, but we’re on completely different pages. We couldn't reunite back, we just couldn't. You have your own life, new friends and it same goes to me. You had replaced me with someone else, someone that I knew is better than me, someone that is not nerdy boring like me, someone that will always be there for you, friend. I thanked that someone for being such a good friend for you, I pray to Allah that you'll find your true happiness :)
Oh well, I don't feel regret that we are apart, I don't blame our fate because I believe that everything happens for a reason. I feel thankful that for once in my life, you made me happy with those sweet, weird, bad memories and added colours into my life even it's just for awhile. Thanks :D
Good Luck in SPM.
If it happens you need any help, I am here for you.
P/S : I'm typing this without any sad and gloomy feelings. I'm happy. I ain't emotional at all. I dedicated this not to only one person but to a few friends of mine. We are still friend, right ? :)
" Terima kasih sebab nak tolong aku, niat ikhlas itu sudah cukup buat aku menghargainya "

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